Archive for February, 2009

the easiest $50 I have ever made

Posted in Adventures on February 27, 2009 by sequoiaredd

just now when a guy on niteflirt ended the call, but forgot to hangup his phone…hehe…thanks karma!

state of the nation and where I think I’m going with all of this…

Posted in Adventures on February 26, 2009 by sequoiaredd

State of the Nation = fucked up. But more on that later…

I looked at a local school for a bachelor’s in Alternative Medicine because they were advertising for scholarships for people that have degrees in massage therapy a while ago. My one and only degree is in touching other people. Woo.

I’ve been researching a school in San Francisco that gives online courses for master’s degree’s in Sexology and thats the field I would like to go into (I think).

I thought about combining it with a naturopathy degree, but I think that school takes like 8 years or something? and I can’t be strapped down by school and paper work, yuck! Either way, I think sexuality is a major element that a lot of people are missing in the medical field and thats not taken into account and/or completely ignored altogether.

I would also like to combine this with some kind of art therapy course. I think IShotMyself should be considered sexual art therapy. What do you think?

Another thing I’ve been researching on and off for the past couple years is how ancient pre-christian cultures viewed sexuality and used it as a tool in their spiritual practice. For example, when the Celts were in battle they would have the high priest and high priestess making love on the altar meditating on victory for their side. I think there’s a lot to that, a lot of people reference Tantra, but the Indians weren’t the only ones aware of the power of sexual energy.

Anyways, its all related. So here is my take on the state of the nation: Take the average person today: Billy Bob who eats conventional meat and produce. All of the beef grown in the U.S. for consumption are castrated males injected with female hormones. The produce has been genetically engineered so that the seeds won’t reproduce. And oh, what a surprise, Billy Bob can’t get a hard on to fuck his wife. But don’t worry we have a pill for that called Viagra and your wife can take fertility drugs. And guess what Billy? Congratulations, your wife is now pregnant with retarded quintuplets!

Does anyone else get the connections here?

When I was in massage school we learned about this interesting thing called muscle memory. Basically your muscles store certain emotions from traumatic incidents throughout your life. Sometimes these emotions and incidents will surface during a massage, especially in an area where you hold a lot of stress and tension. So lets think about the muscle memory an 800 lbs animal thats been forced to stand still its entire life in a very small space, fed all kinds of nutritional CRAP SHIT and then stands in line waiting to die. Sounds a bit like a office job in a cubicle, eh?

But the point is: you’re eating that shit. You’re eating the emotions of an animal that was forced to be trapped its entire life…

I’m not completely done with this thought train but I’m going to post it anyways.

I’m still struggling with writing, how lame right?

“Women of Color Frolicking in Nature”

Posted in Adventures on February 25, 2009 by sequoiaredd

I read this post on a blog called Flip Flopping Joy, which basically says that there are not enough photos of naked women of color frolicking in nature.

Well, I’m not sure where this person did their research, in my short ten minute search on an awesome site called AbbyWinters.com I came up with several shoots with women of color “frolicking in nature” and “enjoying sunshine”.

And here they are…

Michou

Michou

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Marcelle

Monica

Monica

Esha

Esha

Tamika

Tamika

all together now…

Raft Building Girls

Raft Building Girls

Tyre Tube Girls

Tyre Tube Girls

(how cute is that photo ^)

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Raft Building Girls

Tyre Tube Girls

Tyre Tube Girls

AbbyWinters.com is an Australian based pornography company that produces high quality erotic images and video of models that break the mold, not only just by race but size and persona as well. The models don’t wear any makeup, they are shot in their own clothes, and they are not posed for shoots but encouraged to act naturally to create more realistic images.

If you’re going to look for something different, then look in a different place. But if you’re looking in the same tired place (mainstream porn/photography) you’re going to find the same old thing.

For instance, if I was looking for real orgasms on video I would never go looking in mainstream porn shoots. If you’re looking for models that are different look in a different place.

Now, if you want to see something really different check out IShotMyself.com, to not only see “women of color in nature” but also how they shoot themselves with their own camera.

I could find the images for you, but I have better things to do :-P

officially retarded

Posted in Adventures on February 25, 2009 by sequoiaredd

I permanently deleted a couple pages of my email. If you’ve sent me mail since 12/10/08 and have the time to resend it. Please do. Sorry for the inconvenience :-(

grateful, i guess

Posted in Adventures on February 23, 2009 by sequoiaredd

I complain about my little redneck nudist bubble, but at the end of the day considering where the rest of the country seems to be according to that last article I posted, I guess my little 8′ x 16′ shed is better than having to wait in a mob of people for government housing.  Woo!

a sign of the times?

Posted in Adventures on February 23, 2009 by sequoiaredd

Chaos after crowds swarm Fort Lauderdale street for housing help

Thousands try to apply; police shut down the line

FORT LAUDERDALE – Thousands of people seeking government-subsidized housing packed the street Saturday morning in front of the Robert P. Kelly Housing Authority building until police shut down the line because the crowd had grown unmanageable.

Officials estimated that 4,500 people were waiting in line at 8 a.m. when the Housing Authority of Fort Lauderdale began distributing the 3,000 available applications for Section 8 housing, a federal program that provides rent subsidies to landlords to help low-income people find affordable housing.

But the application process was shut down earlier than expected because of the overwhelming turnout, police spokesman Sgt. Frank Sousa said.

“It was a much larger crowd than anticipated,” he said, adding he was unsure if all the applications had been distributed.

Though the crowd grew unruly, only one person was arrested for trespassing, Sousa said. He had no details.

Outside the Housing Authority building at Sunrise Boulevard and Northwest Fifth Avenue, discarded blankets, fast-food containers and plastic chairs littered the curb where thousands had gathered.

Carmen Garcia arrived too late to get an application. “It’s really unfortunate. Times are really hard right now, and this could have helped out,” she said.

Applicants were told specifically in fliers and ads not to arrive before 7 a.m. Saturday, said Tam English, executive director of the Housing Authority. But the number of people who showed up after dark Friday grew out of control, he said.

Police said they cordoned off the entire block early Saturday morning with barricades to organize the crowd, which included children and elderly in wheelchairs.

“It was a big turnout and it shows what the need is right now in the current economic situation,” English said. “There’s a lot more need than there has been in the past.”

Broward had the eighth-highest foreclosure rate in Florida in January, with one of every 182 households in some stage of foreclosure, according to a recent RealtyTrac report. Though home values continue to drop, the battered economy has kept those prices still out of reach for many, who then are left to navigate a rentals market in most cities that have not seen rates drop as drastically as many home values.

Applicants were allowed inside the building at 8 a.m. one at a time, and about 2,800 forms were handed out before 9:15 a.m. The crowd outside had grown considerably since 7 a.m. and police decided to shut down the operation, fearing the crowd would storm past the barricades to get the few hundred remaining applications.

With the voucher, low-income applicants would pay 30 percent of their monthly income on rent, while the housing authority would pay the rest, English said.

English said he would consult with the U.S. Department of Housing and Urban Development officials in Miami to determine whether to distribute the remaining applications and, if so, how.

“If we take a few hundred less applications than we had anticipated, that won’t significantly impact the people on the wait list right now,” he said.

The owner of the first application picked following Saturday’s handout could be called by the Housing Authority in six months, English said. The 2,000th voucher could be called in about three years.

The situation Saturday morning mirrored the huge turnout in 2003, when the Housing Authority passed out a limited amount of applications at a single location at a Fort Lauderdale apartment complex. “I was told it was a disaster then,” English said.

For Saturday, officials chose a nonresidential location with better parking. “The big difference is the demand now. We thought we had fixed one problem, but then another came around and bit us in the rear end,” he said.

It also marked a change from the last time the organization passed out applications, in 2006, after advertising online and accepting mail-in applications for up to 10,000 people. By limiting the applications and by spreading the word through limited advertising and word-of-mouth, English said he hoped fewer residents from outside Broward County apply.

“It was crazy here, just so unorganized,” said Karen, a single mother from Pompano Beach, who declined to give her last name because she didn’t want people to know she was seeking government assistance.

Karen said she saw one woman buy an application from someone for $10. “I would’ve given $50 for that,” she said.

its feeling breezy over @ IFM

Posted in Adventures on February 23, 2009 by sequoiaredd

check out my latest installment at IFeelMyself.com called breezy_1

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(my concentration face)

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(sorry for melting your coffee pot, breanna :-P )

private blogging circle?

Posted in Adventures on February 21, 2009 by sequoiaredd

would any ladies be interested in starting a private blogging circle?

lately I’ve been feeling like I should be dividing my writing between personal and sex/sex work related. any thoughts on this?

there are so many things I would like to write about my personal life but not things I would necessarily want a customer to know about. but the thing I like about blogging is having the instant feedback to your writing and/or ideas.

any thoughts?

sexy witch 1800s

Posted in Adventures on February 19, 2009 by sequoiaredd

image via Sexy Witch

image via Sexy Witch

I love this painting.

absence of late

Posted in Adventures on February 19, 2009 by sequoiaredd

Lately I’ve been busy with helping out the camp a lot. This week will be my last big effort of work and then I am pretty much done.

How do you balance volunteer/activism and helping out with projects that really need it with working and getting ahead and making more time to futhuring your own career?

This year I have decided to make a leap and go to the Sex 2.0 Unconference. I’m not sure what to expect but I’m desperately seeking community within the sex work field and there just doesn’t seem to be any down here. There isn’t much of anything down here and that sucks. Part of me wants to be apart of helping South Florida evolve with the rest of the world and the other part of me wants to escape back to Cali-fuckin-fornia where all the sane people live and grow pot. Like in the movie Humboldt County, in which I actually got teary eyed watching when someone used the term “tweakers” in the movie.

I was born in California, San Francisco to be exact. The epicenter of everything cool, don’t deny it. Northern Cali is where all of the sane people have escaped to despite the high cost of living out there. When I was younger I actually thought California was magickal. Like real magick. Where there were mountains and lakes and seals and pretty views. My mother forever had a plan of moving back out there someday and I always believed it. Thats where I thought I could really live life. South Florida has always been the place where I sit and mold until something better comes along. This year I was actually thinking when we moved to this camp that I could be apart of the first cool thing down here that ever was. Something that would pull people away from the malls, shallow nightlife and South Beach. But here, the biggest battle is fighting something I like to call Redneck Syndrome. Its waking up to find budweiser beer cans floating in your pond. Its trying to convince someone that recycling is a good thing even though you can’t get paid from sorting your trash. Its having five different conversations with people about how the raccoons and iguanas are just hungry which is why they go through your trash and eat your flowers, if you feed them regularly they won’t come looking for more and no beating them to death is not fucking necessary. Its frustrating.

So where do you draw the line? Are these people for the most part past being helped? I feel angry watching them abuse this property and part of me can’t help but get involved and say something and do something.

What do you do when you’re living on the perfect property for community and organic gardens when all the owner sees is more concrete pads?